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Where have I been? "LIFE UPDATE"

By Δευτέρα, Ιουλίου 23, 2018

So, hello and welcome back!

I have more than a year to post here and on Youtube. In case you were wondering, I found a job. Like, a real job relative to my studies.
I'm officially a Mechanical Engineer. OH YEAH BABY!
And that changed everything in my life.

First of all, I have like almost no free time. I quited wrestling because I couldn't face my coach and the wrestling mat after 10 hours of work every single day.
I gained weight. Then, I lost the weight I gained.
Then, I stopped eating because of stress. Then I wanted to quit everything. Then I got overloaded with work. I started eating like crazy. Then stopped again.
And this is going on the last 12 months.

Things have been crazy af. I'm holding on to the fact that it's my first job, I have to gain as much experience as possible, and I have to learn everything I can to be a successful engineer.

To be honest though, I hate office jobs. I can't stand sitting on a uncomfortable chair for so many hours, in front of 2 screens. My eyes hurt.

BUT I'm holding on.
Even though I quited my hobby - wrestling.
Even the fact that I got bullied and no one actually cared. "You'll be fine, you are a strong girl.", "If you can't handle this then quit.", "No one cares or give a f*ck for your problems.".

I'm holding on. As much as I can.
Believe me, I try really hard not to scream.
I can do it.
I'm strong.

xx

Not feeling so comfortable with myself anymore

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